Titles are so hard to think of u~u''

uhh anyway 8D''

Art

uhh yeah, art class is still eating my soul with *only* realism to draw o~o i finished a few, but i can only show one because the other has my school in it xD'''

Oh, and there was a lil project I've been wanting to do since summer time, but i most likely won't be able to do it at least not as fast as I'd like to :c
*knows there was actually a news article with this idea xD* Ever seen someone's character that just seemed to scream "Draw me! 8D"? I know I have. SO I took note of a few people with characters that looked interesting that i wanted to take a shot at drawing c: (this does NOT count as a request o-o don't ask for a request. believe me, i dont think this project will even get started :/)
Some that i took note of were:







They have one or more characters id like to draw c: emphasis on the words "like to" since i dont really have much time to

School
How's school going? It's going well in my opinion .w. I just love band! 8D so awesome >:U I got all me fellow trumpeteers to sign my yearbook ovo I feel more comfortable in band than in other classes, like its a place i actually belong in, if that makes sense I'm openin up there more than in any other class ^-^' i just wish we could be friends outside of band, y'know? ;;

Computer
My computer is still being really really messed up .-.' its still slow and *new!* the internet freezes and must be closed by ctr alt delete almost every time i try to open a new tab 8D''' so this means i will be viewing less deviations and journals and commenting less im gonna get my dad to look at it on wendsday or something :U


uhh...i have something id usually talk to about in msn but she hasnt been here in a few days so i might as well say it here in my journal
I'm not really sure if its just a phase because im trying to be less shy and trying to make friends, but... I don't feel like it's really getting me anywhere. I can talk to people, but it just feels like "oh yay you forced yourself to go out of your comfort zone yay do it again" and i don't feel like im making any connections with people. I just suck at making friends I'm an emotionless girl that just says something when necisary. People would rather talk to anyone else but me well theres a few people that still reach out to me but i feel like i disappoint them >> iunno uhh...moving on oxo'



i found this awesometastic quiz here: [link]
its creepy its so true o.o like, stuff i just said is in this o.o

My results:

Your Existing Situation
"Works hard and is actively pursuing her goals; however, she feels unappreciated and doesn't see any reward for her efforts."

Your Stress Sources
Feeling empty and isolated from others and trying to bridge the gap between herself and others. Wants to live life to the fullest and experience as much as possible. she cannot stand any restrictions or obstacles put in her way and only longs to be free.

Your Restrained Characteristics
"Current situation makes her feel unable to prove himself, but tries to make the best of things."

Conceited and is easily insulted. Holds back emotionally but is able to find satisfaction through sexual activity.

Conceited and is easily insulted. Holds back emotionally but is able to find satisfaction through sexual activity.

Current events leave her feeling forced into compromise in order to avoid being cut off from affection or future cooperation.

Your Desired Objective
"Looking for a loving relationship, which brings happiness and contentment. Brings emotional excitement to the relationship. Helpful and willing to give as much as she takes, and requires the same sort of giving relationship from others. "

Your Actual Problem
"Prefers to be left in peace and avoids arguments, confrontation, and conflicts."

Your Actual Problem #2
Needs to find a stable and peaceful environment which will free her of the worries that are preventing her from achieving the things she wants.


AND i have one more quiz because i was tagged by 8D

General:

Screen-Name: Nikkihog
age: 15
sex: girl .w.
Current clothes: blue hoody, black sweats, black shirt with sally holding a kitty .w. (sally from the nightmare before christmas .w.)
Current Undies(Be honest.): pink undies with rainbow circle thingies 8D
hair: shouldar length light brown hairs .w.
eyes: blooish grayish o3o
height: iunno >:U i feel shortish at school now though xD' boys and their growage >:U
Weight: about 100 .w.
Current mood: relaxed, i dont have as much homework as other weekends uwu

Lurve

Boyfriend: crushing ovo
Girlfriend: Spud :U *shot*
ex: nay .w.
toon crush: yoh asakura o3o but recently im disappointed in him :c hes acting...gay T-T "Ren's cute like that" wtf? D:

Dream ______:

Dream hair: blue 8D (this is for myself right? xD''' )
Dream body: i like mine the way it is ovo
Dream date: my crush oxo'


Favorites:

Food: popcorn .w.
Show: -- (dont watch much tv .w.' )
Game: uhh o3o
Store: uhh o3o
Thing on your wall: uhh :U either my whiteboard or dragon poster ovo
Drawing: of mine? usually the most recent thing ive done or whatevers in my featured pic o3o
Friend: kiwi 8D
Comedian: if only i could remember names :c


NOW TAG!
anyone that wants to 8D

thats all u-u commeeeent