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Journal Entry: Sun Nov 29, 2009, 3:37 PM


Are the skins still here? o3o i guess we'll have to see .w.'

hehe i gotta few things to say xD if you care o3o;;; i tend to write about worthless crap here always, but i have to write it somewhere, right? ^^;

umm...i forgot to mention in my last journal entry that i like yaoi now 8D blame :iconkellllly: for drawing something really awesome uwu but i dont like just any yaoi; i only like one pairing xD my character Caleb [link] and her character Silence [link] .w. not that im gonna post anything ive drawn of them together :U ive alread got pictures of possessed people n ghost freaks on here xD

umm speaking of Caleb 8D he's almost 1 year old now >w< he' changed a million percent since the first time ive drawn him [link] 8D he used to be somewhat sonicy looking and fat and round >:U now he looks so much more mature 8D his birthday is on december 13th >w< (i dont age my chars on their brthdays xD but i think its neat to see how much theyve changed in one year owo)

ohohoh and we're having our christmas band concert this wendsday!! :woohoo: 8DDD im going to b playing my first solo ever in front of over 100 people omg 8D im both scared and excited xD' if i mess up everyone will notice o_o
umm so inwind ensembe we're playing some songs you might know actually :3
Requiem (mozart song 83) [link] (sorry couldnt find one without singers in it ^^; and thats only half of the song :c ) this song has been played on a verizon/google commercial on tv .w.

Espana Canis [link] (really funny video xD) im not really sure where you would have heard this before, but its the song that is played when the bulls are released :3

Ave Maria uhh i dont hink i need to link to this :U everyone's heard of that song right? o3o

Salvation is Created [link] i doubt if anyones ever heard of this one actually xD but its really calm stuff o3o

and uhh jazz stuff i cant find links to half of it so im not really gonna go hunting for any of em ^^; the songs we are playing are:

Chameleon
Jungle Boogie (you all know this song! xD)
What'd I Say
Comin' home Baby

its gonna be fun >W<

umm anywho :3 school has been...interesting lol i tink im making some progress : D on faceboo i made frends with :iconsessikrebotco: whoquickly showed me her DA : D look at all the nice things she said 8D now we all site together in science owo but sadly we only have sience togeth ;~; but thats better than nothin ^^; go check out her arts and say hay C:

and to top that, i joined the book club at school .w. every month they read a book and talk about it o3o i have 80 pages left in The Book Theif and the meeting is tmmorow xD' so umm il be doing that after this xD'


hmm... it might be a litle late in the journal to be askng this (nobody's gonna read to here ;~; ) but...have you ever told the person you had feelings for how you felt? i wanna hear these stories if its ok with you ^w^'' i want to kno how it went .w.'good? bad? hmmm .w.


omg @.@ i think everything im working on that involves coloring is going to have to wait until christmas break ^^; break starts on he 18th here :3 i have 2 things i wanna do for :iconpixelized-dj: STIL rrrgrgrfff
yes when break comes im gonna color tons of things >:U
i also have a weird picture of Caleb (sketch, of course =3= ) that ill post sometime~


Congrats to you if you read this far with my broken keyboardness! 8D


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  • Mood: Exhilarated
  • Listening to: The Sign - Teen Hearts
  • Reading: The Book Theif
  • Watching: kiwi .w.
  • Playing: trumpet .w. gotta get ready 8D
  • Eating: hugry ;~;
  • Drinking: thirsty ;~;

A REAL Journal

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 10, 2009, 11:13 PM


(srry in advance for any missing letters; my dad has been working on making the computer run a bit faster but the letters are still disappearing :c)
Yep yep~ its been so long :icondeathstareplz: im gonna try to say things that actually matter >8U
I got all of my CSS in order now owo in case you haven't heard about it yet, nonsubscribers are temporarily getting beautiful journal powers like this until...november 29th i think it was? ^^; so if you want a spiffy journal you better get started! 8D

ahem, anywho xD *just loooves the footer xDD*

whats up? o3o well i think since theres no school tommorow im going to try to upload all of these picures ive had finished for a while now. Theres a lot i hink xD' and its been SO so long since ive colored something ;^;

hmm... so ive been thinking about changing accounts lately. But wait! Dont panic! xD' The reason im saying this is because the :+fav:s and comments on my newer art are like, next to nothing compared to my *now* scraps tat consistantly get favs all the time. BUT thi is not my only reason. I have over 10 000 favorites. I feel like the only reason i have the number of pageviews i have is because of how many times ive favoried art and the owners coming to vew my page or thank me for the fav ^^; i also dont feel like most of my watchers really care about my new art because it isnt fanart. These reasons give me some motivation to change accounts, but i feel like itl be some work to inform the people i wanna inform, repst the art i like, somehow close this account and to even fav my most favorite art on here ^^; so instead im just going to keep doing the art i want to do (you are completely free to unwatch me if youre only looking for sonic art. i really dont mind.) and every now ad then wen i see something inmy favourites that i dont deem worthy, im going to unfav it .w.
umm btw i do have a second account, but notfor art --> :iconquizmaker: go visit if you want some quizzes or stamps ovo

uhh another thing... (ad i wonder if youve noticed o3o) I'm in grade 10 now, so im only 2 years away from being an adult. I have mixed feelings about the use of emotes on the internet ^^; but i feel that i shouldnt be using them as much any more. however, i also feel that the internet has the freedom to type any way you want to. But doesnt the use of emotes change the way you thik of someone? ex:

"oh my! what a beautiful piece! 8D your shading skills have really improved since i first watched you! 8D this desrves a great big HUGE +fav! >W<"
and
"oh my! what a beautiful piece! your shading skills have really improved since i first watched you! this deserves a great big HUGE +fav!"

does the second one not sound more mature than the first? That's kind of my point ^^; But on the negative side, the lack of emotes can also make one sound emotionless :/ so ive decided to cut down on them, but im still going to use tem only a little~ (ive always been an honour student but i sure never typed like one xDD) what do you think? whats your perspective on using emotes?




:iconpixelized-dj: - Geekue "Nano" Trueman
still half colored like before T-T im sorry its taking so long...school sucks ;~;

Art class sketch
yeah we're still doing tese darn things o~o im behind this week so thats what ill be spending my time on tommorow.

uhh...evrything's pretty uh the same as it was last journal ;-; im not making much progress, am i?



QUIZZES (i shouldve made a picture for this section >:U)

Rules:
- You may mention as many people as you'd like per question.
- Use :icon USERNAME: or :dev USERNAME: without the space to link to a person.
- You can explain why if you'd like, or just link the person only.
- Please tag a person/some people at the end to keep the quiz rolling!

Who is your top favourite artist?

kshfgkdlmv how do you expect me to choose?! D: well a few of them are :iconcarnival: :iconvengefulspirits: :iconkellllly: :icontest-tube-baby: but thats definetly not all of them :3 i could say my fav artist for every catagory n maybe id have a perfect list xD'


Who are some other artists you admire/like?

isnt this like the same question? xD'

uhh well,
:iconcarnival: i just loove her traditional work and style >w<
:iconkellllly: she has awesome style n can draw my chars better than i can >:U
:iconpixelized-dj: she has awesome style too 8D and her character ideas are really good!
:icondarkjak: someday i want to have that perfect balance between scary and cute :c

Who is your significant other?

hes significant to me but im not signifigant to him D:

Who have you had a relationship with? (exs/current)

nobody :c

Who are you related to?
a country singer .w. but im not gonna say who just in case someone tries to track me xD'

Who is your best friend?

:iconkellllly: we're tight >:U really xD we talk about stuff some people might only discuss with God xD

Who are some of your other close friends?

they're on my friends list under this journal c:

Who do you look up to (personality-wise)?

:iconkellllly: she can stand up and fight for what she believes in n aint afriad of getting in a person's face about it .w.'
:iconkatina-the-hedgie: shes sooo nice i wanna be like that D:

Who annoys you?

:icon8tails8: STALKER. every single bit of activity he had were all attempts to talk to me. he said to me that he liked my art, but then why was there no faving or comments on it then? after i blocked him he left DA forever uwu

Theres also a large group of people on DA that think that theyre sonic characters...dont even get me started on how stupid and annoying the whole thing is >_>' for one, all of them joined DA to talk rather than make art, and if they post anything its either stolen, copied or traced :/
ive also been harassed by many of them so if youre one of them reading this please pass by my page c: i dont want to have anything to do with any of you .w.

Who do you know in real life?

a few people, but theyre not as hardcore DAers as i am >:U

Who do you/have you talked on the phone with?


I hate talking on the phone .w.''


Who do you talk to with outside of deviantART regularly? (IRL, Messenger, other sites, ect.)

:iconkellllly: i talk to every day on msn when shes online .w. our convos usually go to like 1 AM xD
:iconmariethehedgehog: i talk to her on msn whever shes online too .w. but she doesnt come online as much as kiwi D:
and theres also Ashley but i cant remember her username here so whatever xD''''


Who makes you laugh the most?

:iconkellllly: shes too funny uwu

Who gives you the most support?

:iconkellllly: thats why shes me best fwiend :U

Who do you roleplay with?

i dont roleplay much :c but when i ever do its with :iconkellllly: :U

Who's characters do you draw a lot, besides your own?

its been a long time since i have but i like to draw :iconkellllly:'s chars .w. :iconmariethehedgehog:'s too n y'know any that look really fun to draw xD

Who's fan-characters or OC's are your favourite?

:icontest-tube-baby:'s OCs are really good i cant wait for when she makes a graphic novel 8D
:iconpixelized-dj:'s characters are always so interesting :U
:iconfreakzter:'s species are amazing 8D
and from :icondarkjak: i really loved this character: [link]

Who are your oldest friends that you still talk with?

uhhh... :iconhirokothehedgehog: but i havent seen her in months ;~;'
soo uhh i knew :iconkatina-the-hedgie: since all the way back when i was on neopets 8D ...but i havent talked to her in a while either xD'''

Who are your oldest friends that you no longer talk with?

well you all know who you are right? o3o if youre still active on DA, that is ^^;

Who should take this quiz? (This means you're tagged!)
lotsa people liek you :U



Are YOU a popular artist...?
Just check the boxes with X, and count your points. For every 'YES', check +7 points. For every 'NO', it's +0 points. Check the results at the bottom.
And DON'T TAKE THIS TOO SERIOUSLY. It's just for fun. ;3

You have more than 500 watchers.
[ ] Yes
[x] No (only 187...i watch 708 people though xDD)

You get more than 30 comments per art.
[ ] Yes
[x] No

You have more than 20 000 pageviews.
[x] Yes
[ ] No

Popular/Well known artist has commented and/or faved your art.
[ ] Yes
[x] No (if they did, i forgot ^^; )

Popular/Well known artist is watching you.
[x] Yes (the person with the deviousness award this month is watching me ._.)
[ ] No

You get A LOT of fan/gift-arts.
[ ] Yes
[x] No (i think cuz ive almost stopped drawing sonicy things, so people dont like me anymore)

Someone has copied and/or claimed your art as their own.
[x] Yes (had my avatar raped, had ghost sonic characters drawn in my style copied but thats about it :3)
[ ] No

Someone has pretended as you (in forums, etc).
[ ] Yes
[x] No

Many, many people has asked you for an art-trade.
[ ] Yes
[x] No

When you take comissions, there's a flood of people trying to get a spot.
[ ] Yes
[x] No

(DeviantArt only-> You have at least one DailyDeviation.
[ ] Yes
[x] No

(FurAffinity only-> Your art has been used on the banner, or Administrator has used an avatar of your art.
[ ] Yes
[x] No

You only watch people, who are better than you. (inspires you to draw better)
[x] Yes (im sorry but im slowly dewatching people as i watch almost 1000 people ^^; theres a few exceptions such as friends but i have too many messages)
[] No

Do you comment a lot? (clever way to get attention!)
[ ] Yes
[x] No (im shy. and i have too many deviations to look through and my internet is painfully slow .m.)

EQUALS TO:
28 points


RESULTS:
68 to 98 points:___ HOLY CRAP! You really are one fabulous artist! No wonder you're so well known... *thumbs up*
40 to 67 points:_42_ Hang in there, and make more comments! You're pretty good, my man. Many have saw your art but there's many many more that haven't still seen it.
20 to 39 points:___ Weellll....how to say this. You're kinda' good. Heheh. There's a few really great images, but... Keep going! There's lots of stuff to do. *hug*
0 to 19 points:___ ...........Oh my god, you're terrib--- I MEAN! Ermmm.....You've got A LOT of stuff to do, but keep on speeding boys and girls! *dashes away*

i thought i was better than that ;~;'''


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  • Mood: Hysterical
  • Listening to: Gray-Vocaoid Len
  • Reading: To Kill A Mocking Bird (english class)
  • Watching: YOU! >:U
  • Playing: music uwu
  • Eating: hmm...
  • Drinking: want ;^;

skins omg omg omg 8D

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 9, 2009, 5:23 PM


This is a test.


holy cow. i feel like a subscriber TvT


ill post a real journal later >w<

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  • Mood: Hysterical
  • Listening to: Prescription-Mindless Self Indulgence
  • Reading: shakespeare
  • Watching: kitty sleeping beside me :3
  • Playing: music uwu
  • Eating: i should eat more @.@
  • Drinking: chocolate milk ovo

Halloween Is Near owo

Fri Oct 23, 2009, 10:05 PM
  • Mood: Hysterical
  • Listening to: Prescription-Mindless Self Indulgence
  • Reading: shakespeare
  • Watching: kitty sleeping beside me :3
  • Playing: music uwu
  • Eating: i should eat more @.@
  • Drinking: chocolate milk ovo
Sorry for not updating for a long time xD' I've been busy n i stll am >:U gosh darn homework xD'
uhh so whats new? :iconlavieengris: moved and is going to go to my school son ovo hopefully my shyness wont scare her away oxo'

(sorry in advance for all typos and missing letters u-u' i replaced the batteries in my keyboard and theres still problems D: might have something to do with the slowness my comp's been having)

...speaking of deviants that live around here .w. are we going to do any halloween things together? i still havent met :iconprincess-elincia: in the flesh yet :c Im being Edward Elric for halloween but i dont usually go trick or treating, so its ok if nobody wants to either .w. im also not sure about how much homework ill have on halloween xD' but anywho, if anyones interested tell me .w.

ART STATUS
(list of things in progress)

:iconpixelized-dj:'s Character: Geekue "Nano" Trueman
Halfway done the coloring owo looking good >w< its even got a background .w. but its been kinda put on hold due to high levels of homework :c i try to work on it before art class though o3o

:iconlavieengris:'s Character: Carmen .w.
Made a ref :U trying to make a "welcome to mah school" thing but i dont have time >M< but i doodled her on like everything once i knew what she looked like xDD

:iconprincess-elincia:'s Character: Blondie
made a ref as well .w. dunno when im going to get to it though >-<'

Art class: a gigantic picture of a monster shaded with a pen by stippling owo it looks amaaazin so far >w< but its definetly a time sucker ^^;
Art sketches are finlly coming to an end 8D **temporarily** she has to take the sketch books in for marks so i only have to do one more sketch (this makes 8 total) then i might have a lil more art time that i actually want to do .w. i think after she marks them we'll have to do it again though .-.

and uhh...i have pictures of Harvi going on since hes SO fun to draw xD

things i havent started yet include all of tose people's characters from my last journal and a picture im going to draw for everyone in the trumpet section at band c: that is, if i ever get time to do it xD'''

that ends art status .w.


sooo... if anyone bothered to read to here 8D'' my english teacher said to me i should consider taking leadership classes because of grrades making me a leader person in groups :U but...i dontreally know anything about this xD' anyone ever been in one? ar they offered for teens? o3o

secondly, i need more music >8U id like you, yes YOU reading this to go find me some nice music 8D but not just any music .w. id really like some music in languages besides english. I'll give you extra points if you can find me some in french that i like >w< especially if the song isnt bouncy xD' pretty much all of my songs in other languages on my ipod are bouncy and id like to have a lil more variety .w. you can send me englih songs too though xD i really wanna hear some more screamy songs >:U

uhh i guess thats it for now .w.

...bye xD

Stuff :U

Sun Oct 4, 2009, 6:22 PM
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: Hot-Avril Lavigne
  • Reading: The shaman king i FINALLY got 8DDD
  • Watching: oxo
  • Playing: with my keyboard that needs batteries 8D
  • Eating: something soon mehopes .w.
  • Drinking: good idea .w.
Titles are so hard to think of u~u''

uhh anyway 8D''

Art

uhh yeah, art class is still eating my soul with *only* realism to draw o~o i finished a few, but i can only show one because the other has my school in it xD'''

Oh, and there was a lil project I've been wanting to do since summer time, but i most likely won't be able to do it ^^; at least not as fast as I'd like to :c
*knows there was actually a news article with this idea xD* Ever seen someone's character that just seemed to scream "Draw me! 8D"? I know I have. SO I took note of a few people with characters that looked interesting that i wanted to take a shot at drawing c: (this does NOT count as a request o-o don't ask for a request. believe me, i dont think this project will even get started :/)
Some that i took note of were:
:iconlavieengris:
:icondarkshadowlight:
:iconaniken-style:
:icontest-tube-baby:
:iconpixelized-dj:
:iconash-dragon-wolf:

They have one or more characters id like to draw c: emphasis on the words "like to" since i dont really have much time to ^^;

School
How's school going? It's going well in my opinion .w. I just love band! 8D so awesome >:U I got all me fellow trumpeteers to sign my yearbook ovo I feel more comfortable in band than in other classes, like its a place i actually belong in, if that makes sense ^^; I'm openin up there more than in any other class ^-^' i just wish we could be friends outside of band, y'know? ^^;;;

Computer
My computer is still being really really messed up .-.' its still slow and *new!* the internet freezes and must be closed by ctr alt delete almost every time i try to open a new tab 8D''' so this means i will be viewing less deviations and journals and commenting less ^^; im gonna get my dad to look at it on wendsday or something :U


uhh...i have something id usually talk to :iconkellllly: about in msn but she hasnt been here in a few days so i might as well say it here in my journal ^^;
I'm not really sure if its just a phase because im trying to be less shy and trying to make friends, but... I don't feel like it's really getting me anywhere. I can talk to people, but it just feels like "oh yay you forced yourself to go out of your comfort zone yay do it again" and i don't feel like im making any connections with people. I just suck at making friends ^^; I'm an emotionless girl that just says something when necisary. People would rather talk to anyone else but me ^^; well theres a few people that still reach out to me but i feel like i disappoint them >> iunno ^^; uhh...moving on oxo'



i found this awesometastic quiz here: [link]
its creepy its so true o.o like, stuff i just said is in this o.o

My results:

Your Existing Situation
"Works hard and is actively pursuing her goals; however, she feels unappreciated and doesn't see any reward for her efforts."

Your Stress Sources
Feeling empty and isolated from others and trying to bridge the gap between herself and others. Wants to live life to the fullest and experience as much as possible. she cannot stand any restrictions or obstacles put in her way and only longs to be free.

Your Restrained Characteristics
"Current situation makes her feel unable to prove himself, but tries to make the best of things."

Conceited and is easily insulted. Holds back emotionally but is able to find satisfaction through sexual activity.

Conceited and is easily insulted. Holds back emotionally but is able to find satisfaction through sexual activity.

Current events leave her feeling forced into compromise in order to avoid being cut off from affection or future cooperation.

Your Desired Objective
"Looking for a loving relationship, which brings happiness and contentment. Brings emotional excitement to the relationship. Helpful and willing to give as much as she takes, and requires the same sort of giving relationship from others. "

Your Actual Problem
"Prefers to be left in peace and avoids arguments, confrontation, and conflicts."

Your Actual Problem #2
Needs to find a stable and peaceful environment which will free her of the worries that are preventing her from achieving the things she wants.


AND i have one more quiz because i was tagged by :iconaniken-style: 8D

General:

Screen-Name: Nikkihog
age: 15 :la:
sex: girl .w.
Current clothes: blue hoody, black sweats, black shirt with sally holding a kitty .w. (sally from the nightmare before christmas .w.)
Current Undies(Be honest.): pink undies with rainbow circle thingies 8D
hair: shouldar length light brown hairs .w.
eyes: blooish grayish o3o
height: iunno >:U i feel shortish at school now though xD' boys and their growage >:U
Weight: about 100 .w.
Current mood: relaxed, i dont have as much homework as other weekends uwu

Lurve

Boyfriend: crushing ovo
Girlfriend: Spud :U *shot*
ex: nay .w.
toon crush: yoh asakura o3o but recently im disappointed in him :c hes acting...gay T-T "Ren's cute like that" wtf? D:

Dream ______:

Dream hair: blue 8D (this is for myself right? xD''' )
Dream body: i like mine the way it is ovo
Dream date: my crush oxo'


Favorites:

Food: popcorn .w.
Show: -- (dont watch much tv .w.' )
Game: uhh o3o
Store: uhh o3o
Thing on your wall: uhh :U either my whiteboard or dragon poster ovo
Drawing: of mine? usually the most recent thing ive done or whatevers in my featured pic o3o
Friend: :iconkellllly: kiwi 8D
Comedian: if only i could remember names :c


NOW TAG!
anyone that wants to 8D

thats all u-u commeeeent :iconohjoyplz:

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